This is to share a bit about this traumatic experience, and talk about the way I have viewed and sorted through it internally.
I have not talked to the camera in a while, and lost myself more than once in this; I hope it is not too disjointed.
I hope this may help others avoid this happening to them by realizing, avoiding, and healing from the toxicity of what has been disguised as food, drink, and medicine.
Please don't wait.
P.S. If you happen to hear snoring, it was the out of view bulldog on the sofa.